There have been a lot of new developments in my life....i mean really...somethings that actully caught me off guard....now you have to understand that i am normally pretty in-control...you know i have a good idea of whats going to happen to me next....and here i am being blown away by this girl....she surprises me at every turn....not in a bad way....just more in a I'm so lossed and confused way ....so im not sure...some other things have changed to..and well im really excited about where my life is going in the future...and i think for the first time since i left high school and knew i would be attending college in a few months...i feel like im actually accomplishing something...you know...im actually content...now i just hope my past doesnt screw it up...but we'll see...