I just thought it'd be nice to put something here. SO much has happened in the last year in a half, not that I should be surprised. I do wonder where and when my contentment will fall, if ever. I think I'm realizing that I will always be changing what I am, and what I want to contribute; which of course forces me to ponder if I'll ever contribute anything. But life is a funny funny thing when it comes to this stuff, and seemingly insignificant actions over time add up to our accomplishments. The bumbling and stumbling is part of progress I suppose, or at least that's what I try and tell myself. At any rate, it does keep it interesting. I'm just wondering exactly what it is I am supposed to actually accomplish, there are so many ideas. Weight Management is a lot of fun, and it does so much for the lives of the people we work with. But it seems so small to me sometimes, I just want it to be bigger, and better, and really make an impact. I don't necessarily mean WM when I say it. I guess I mean whatever I seem to waste my time doing, in that, I hope I'm not really wasting my time. Think that sentence over. I know how everyone I know would answer that question, which maybe bugs me even more, why I can't find contentment in the life surrounding me. I guess I just HAVE to know more, its just human curiosity. Thank goodness I'm not a cat. So I'll just keep at it, and look for that feeling, it is there; hiding in the blurry distance.